February 20, 2004 - Friday

So, I finally succumbed and got FF11. I'm now happily addicted. I'm raising a cat-girl white mage named Merlekitty on the Asura server in San d'Oria, so if you see me, say hi! ^_^

[^Young^] - 2:50 AM PST

Detected...d..d..no going and you tell me do things, I done..running!

[^o0Kynger0o^] - 2:35 PM PST

February 21, 2004 - Saturday

Went to APE today. Pretty fun. I thought I wouldn't enjoy it as much seeing that it's an alternative comic expo. Same kinda crowd you expect to see also when you go to catch a movie at Towne theater or Camera 3 in downtown. Makes me just want to hit them in the face. But after coming across Mr. Notley's booth, that made my day. Bob the Angry Flower rocks. I bought all four issues and got the poster. Check it out sometime. It's great material. But it made me think about stuff. Despite lack of talent or skill, there were so many people there pimping their stuff. Of course there was also a lotta talent and skill. I think I'm still not confident about my skills and talent and that I fear failure. Can't hurt to try though. Easier said than done. I admire these people. Eventhough some of them make me want to hit them in the face, I still admire the drive they have to pimp their goods. Shoot. You know I hate it when people assume. Today my mother came home and told me that someone at work said that I was gonna cover for her on Wednesday (HA! When I said mother you thought I was gonna rant about her!). I did talk to that co-worker about it but haven't confirmed anything. Man, people weren't kidding about her being a two faced person. Kinda makes me want to hit her in the face now. Funny thing was, I knew the type of person she was. But being me, I usually just brush it off and deal with it and pretend things are fine. However I remember there was this one dude I met and the first time I saw him I definitely wanted to hit him in the face. He was just annoying and stupid looking and dumb. However being the person I was, I brushed it off and kinda befriended him which was a mistake. ...... I shoulda hit him in the face. I like to give people chances and I like to see if I can find some good in a person despite how much I want to feel that person's nose sandwiched between my knuckles and that person's bone tissue. I should be more honest with myself and hit them. Befriending them just makes you trapped in some emotional drama pit that you don't neccessarily have to get involved with. Next time if I meet someone and I get that feeling I'm definitely gonna hit them in the face. It'll save me a lot from wasting time trying to pretend to be nice.

[^o0Kynger0o^] - 11:10 PM PST

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