August 22, 2005 - Monday

Fuck, classes begin this week. In other news, I got this nifty e-mail from Paypal.

[^o0Kynger0o^] - 9:22 AM PDT

August 23, 2005 - Tuesday

Ah, the end of summer is here...

[^Young^] - 11:49 AM PDT

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I didn't get laid or any of that stuff yet! Feh, so works been interesting. I'm kinda like shit I hate my job and dude I fuckin' kick so much ass at work. I hate my job cause I'm tired of food and beverage yet I kick so much ass. It's come to a point I got so good at my job that club members have been requesting that I wait on them. But I fuckin' hate my job. Goddamn that sucks. Next time I'll be sure to fuck up and do a crappy job so that I can like move to maintenance or something where I don't have to think. Hell, I'd rather clean toilets than serve people. Well, now things have become interesting. I think it was like when I was working at the Hayes Mansion and then things were going down hill. Our current GM is a dick. So far four people have left and I think a few more are thinking of leaving. But I'm not talking servers or bussers. More like managers. My last supervisor left and that was a huge blow to the club itself. It's really hrd to find a really good F&B manager. Now I hear the assistant general manager and the sous chef are planning to bail if things don't get well. Too much fuckin' drama. Basically the current assistant general manager who kicks so much ass worked from another country club where our current asshole dickface GM also use to work. The assistant GM came where I'm working at and so did the sous chef who also worked where the assistant GM use to work. Then later one the GM from the old place who the current dickface asswipe GM somehow followed and got the job at my current workplace as the GM and it's been downhill from there. I'm not sure if the board of directors of the club know about the drama that's unfolding but I'm really tempted and really close to talking with them to show them what the fucks happening right now and the true reasons why most of the management is leaving or planning to leaves. Thinking about this though makes me wonder about my place in this work environment. I'm just a server. I'm not a manager. Although I guess it would be nice to voice my concerns but then maybe I shouldn't and I should just do my job that I'm being paid to do. I've talked about the issue with my fellow co-workers and we all agree somethings not right here at work. I had no problem with the management. They do a great job. But then to lose them because of some asshole GM making stupid decision that even the board of directors of the country club can't seem to see makes want to leave. Maybe I should let the whole thing go to the shit hole so I can quit and get another job. Maybe this is a sign telling me that I'm wasting my talent and I should apply myself elsewhere. Where's my place in this, I don't know. Why am I concern. Not only because of the management team but because of the club members as well. For the three years I've worked here I've developed good relations with the club members. They pay a lot of money for the club so I feel obligated to do my best for them when I serve them. Part of me feels I need to let them know as well what goes on behind because they are the members. Again, I'm very close to going to the board of directors to show them things that they might not know but I'm still questioning if that is my place or not or if I should just let the issue go and let it solve itself. I'm going to talk to other people at work about it. Hell, should I even give a shit about this? After all this is just a job I need to get through until I find something better. Why am I concerned? Fuck, for all I know I'm just a sever.

[^o0Kynger0o^] - 1:31 PM PDT

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