June 18, 2004 - Friday

Ah, that clears things up. Why does Rabien Rose have dice anyway? Why not, hmmm, maybe hand grenades instead or like those cylinder thingys you find on mecha? Ugh. So work was interesting. There is this three day thing going on at the Los Altos Golf and Country Club called "Alley Oop". Just a bunch of men golfers getting together and stuff. Today was the first day. I was in charge of the after dinner liquers. At one point I got a nice ear full of some dude talking about his experience with Viagra and the big pulsating purple thing he had. I guess when you get to that age Viagra becomes a common topic along with retirement. Most of the golfers are above 50 or so. I came into work pretty chipper today. I work with this one dude who kewl and stuff. We went hiking once in SF with his wife. Nice guy. Today he tells me the girl that I'm trying to get together with at work has a boyfriend. I hope he was kidding. That really sank me way low. Well, I don't hate him for it. Not his fault unless he was kidding then I would punch him in the face. But knowing him I think he's telling the truth and I guess, well heck, that chick would proabably have a boyfriend already. Feh, so much for that. I don't want to ask my buddy again to confirm if he was joking or not. For me, on a personal level, it's not worth it even if he was joking cause if he wasn't I would feel more shitty. I really hate having that feeling of insecurity. I've had it for too long and I don't need it again. And I've already had a huge dose of it the last time I tried to get together with another chick. But she ended up going out with some asshole who tried to get her to sleep with him and gave her hell during the relationship by keeping her away from other people and stuff. Heh, good for her. She got what she deserved anyway. And that other dude is no better than me. One day, I'm gonna find me a girl that's gonna love me cause I'm a nice guy and I have a big heart. She's gonna be one that will hate bad guys and know she deserves the best. Man, I hope she's hot and cute also. As for that Megatrndz thingy. Heh, they look like they couldn't afford the "e" in "trendz" thus having "trndz". But then megatrends.com and megatrendz.com have been taken already. The first one makes BIOS. The second one, not really sure. The megatrndz.com site is really crappy. The layout and design sucks. Images are badly cropped and compressed. Talk about unprofessional. Anyway....WHYYYYYY DIIIICCCCCCCE~~~!!!!

[^o0Kynger0o^] - 12:37 AM PDT

So tonight we went to the mall...and saw this in one of the catcher machines. I think you can understand why it had to be captured on film. :3

[^Natsuki^] - 9:35 PM PDT

June 19, 2004 - Saturday

O.k. King, one thing, even if she has a boyfriend, she's not married, man. Don't give up if she's that important to you. I'm not saying cheat on the boyfriend with her. What I'm saying is you're one of the coolest guys I know, man. Charisma of a solid 10. Just be yourself and if she has half a brain she'll come around and realize you are TEH man. Had like an hour conversation about you with young and natsu today. We were all like, yea you know Kingsley... he's teh man. One day he will unleash his psycho uber powers of 1337 and ownz half the world's population of women. Seriously, you're the only guy I know that can be gentleman like while perverted. You are the spokesman for all men, King. There is a reason for your name. You must first practice patents. All will soon come to you. </Zip... *glompf*>

[^sukedachi^] - 9:29 PM PDT

June 20, 2004 - Sunday

Aw. You guys are TEH win. Yeah, yeah, nice guys stuff, be myself. It gets tiring hearing that. Today I went to Mercado to get some DVD-Rs and some ice cream after lunch on my split shift. Man, that place was infested with couples. Didn't help much. Sucked. Next time I'm just getting a sundae from McDonalds. I know I'm good and stuff and that I have charisma and still love pr0n. But heck dude, just doesn't seem to work for me. Maybe I need to shove a broom up my ass and grow a spine. And maybe lose some weight. But then once I saw this one chick holding hands with this huge chubby guy. I hear a lot that "I'm the man." Even at work I hear "You're the man." It feels mocking at times. It's like, "Yeah, King. You're the man but we can't go out with you because, well, cause we can't." No, really guys, you are awsome for looking out for me and stuff and encouraging me. Actually, after my trip to Texas with you fellas I went back home and immediately started on a 1/144 kit. Felt inspired and motivated. Just seems that every other guy out there has it easy to jump into a relationship except for me. I feel as if I'm some exception. I feel I lack something. Maybe I need more spine. Sometimes I think that being myself doesn't cut it and that I have to be something else. Feh. I'll heed that advice though. I will still be myself and see what happens. I'm also gonna have my hopes really low so that I don't fall hard. They say it happens when you're not looking but heck, how can I not stop looking? So all the bus boys at work are now my homies cause I've been supplying them pr0n. W00t!

[^o0Kynger0o^] - 1:26 AM PDT

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