October 27, 2004 - Wednesday

Dude... Katamari Damacy is the most sugar induced lunacy that I have ever seen. It's awesome. ^_^ But you have to admit, someone was smoking something when they came up with that one. ^^ But I really need to play more. Young, exactly how many objects are in that Katamari?

[^e^] - 11:30 AM PDT

Only 35, actually. Then again, the katamari's base is the Stargate itself, so I guess 36. ^_^

[^Young^] - 1:40 PM PDT

Wow... you people are crazy for playing that game. Its like that pipe game on star trek... its a cyber drug :p

[^sukedachi^] - 8:53 PM PDT

October 28, 2004 - Thursday

OK, comic update will be a bit late... I'm gonna post it up sometime Friday. ^_^

[^Young^] - 10:29 PM PDT

Right now I'm shitting in my pants worrying like heck because of this stupid ball bearing project. I went through three mock ups so far and now I think I've hit a slump where I just want to chuck and trash my current idea and start over but then the deadlines are coming quick. I think back about how I totally fucked myself over when I went to Cogswell. Right now I'm 27 and I should have a stable job and be saving money and hanging out with my friends or fucking my girlfriend if I had one which I probably would if I didn't fuck up my life. Instead I went to a stupid college and get into some stupid ass shit and I let my emotions and personal agendas get the best of me which landed in the rut I'm in now, thus why I'm back in school so I can make things right and create a better and stable future for myself. I kick myself in the ass so many times. Yeah, I know there are many people out there like me but shit, I feel all alone here and I do feel my situation is unique. But I can't complain or say that because there are people half way around the world being decapitated so I can't complain worth shit about my situation. That makes me a cry baby and whiner. I think about it all the time that I could've had a better future if I just stuck with a real college rather than trying to be different and proving something that held nothing. I'm such an idiot. And now I'm paying for the wasted time I spent and the fucked up history that went along with it. Ok, maybe it wasn't all bad cause I did learn shit from it. But sometimes I wish I had a save point somewhere where I could go back and start the game from there. Maybe if I wish hard for it I can go back but then maybe the universe will fuck with me and give me something even worse. So I better just shut up and grit my teeth and take it all in and get past all the hard parts now. Maybe it'll pay off later so then I can look back and have something good to remember. And why the fuck is KSJO playing Mexican music? Not that I hate Mexicans. They're kewl. I work with them.

[^o0Kynger0o^] - 10:32 PM PDT

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