September 6, 2004 - Monday

I think I'm gonna take a vacation for a bit. I think every year, around this time, I hit a major case of burn out. I don't know why =O.o= This time around though, it's more than a physical exhaustion, my confidence in myself has hit a personal low. I think the combonation of all the cons I've been to and a sense of nostalgia makes me want to go back to the con circuit and put my art in auction again but I think it's time I've moved onto other projects aside from fan art. I want to find some validation in my life aside from my ability to draw other people's works really well. ^_^ Mind you, I'm not angsting... I'm choosing to take a vaction before I angst. I'd like to spend some time finding my center and my creative energies again. I'll be back sometime soon, though, I dunno when. I'll try to keep you all updated, but feel free to visit my livejournal if you really wanna know what I'm up to. =}

[^Young^] - 12:00 AM PDT

September 7, 2004 - Tuesday

Man, seems like Fanime Con is a cesspool of drama and angst. Am I a part of Fanime Con staff? Nope. Then why do I say this? Well, everyone I know or met who has been part of Fanime has had negative experiences with it. Not that every con out there will have some kind of negative experience somewhere but it seems more frequent with Fanime Con. Last Fanime Con though I did feel something lacking that I didn't feel when I remember attending years ago. Back when it was a small con at Foothill College it held something that made it worth attending. Now I feel as if there's all this negative energy going around as if people aren't doing it for pleasure or fun but to inflate their ego or find some kind of attention whoring validation. Meh, but what am I to say about it. I'm not part of staff anyway so none of this holds any water. I may go next year. Not sure. I'm trying to save up for E3 and Comic Con at least. Maybe I'll even try to go to one of those Cons on the East Coast. I went to Akon and that was a blast. One more thing. If any mother fuckers out there takes a dump on Young I will personally stand in the line of fire and beat the fucking shit out of you. Recently I feel that Young has been dumped on too much and he really doesn't deserve it. Sure, he's out spoken but he wouldn't say something if there wasn't a reason.

[^o0Kynger0o^] - 11:54 AM PDT

I love you, man. ^_^

[^Young^] - 3:57 PM PDT

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